#documentation

some things

  • the end of neon genesis evangelion
  • more like what the fuck was THAT

some things

  • THE FOUR T H C HIL;D WAS FUCKING TOJI
  • FUCK SHINJI’S PIECE OF SHIT FATHER HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHAT THE BELLIGERENT FUCK

so i had a few beers and got back to watching Neon Genesis Evangelion

What a kawaii lil construction! *✧(♡⌔♡)✧* Thank you for always thinking of me during your worldly travels Erick. 💘✈️

some th ings

  • raspberry shock top is okay
  • reminder to never allow steph to pick out my beers again
  • (she only drank one, i’ve drank five over the past two days)
  • i have literally done nothing today
  • and i will probably do nothing tomorrow
  • i’m watching neon genesis evangelion and asuka just came
  • my parents are gonna pick up pizza and i am going to have a religious experience praying they don’t bring home dominos or papa johns
  • donde the fuck is my love
  • until next time guys

AND ANOTHER THING

  • ok SO THERE IS A RUMOR GOING AROUND WORK that the LODs are considering ME to be the head of the cosmetics brand??????????
  • because the lady who’s in charge of cosmetics now won’t be able to do it anymore with her scheduling and supposedly my name is being considered for the position
  • so i would get very good (set) hours as well as a pay raise and that is PRETTY GOOD for someone who just got hired in june (i work at target by the way and i honestly love it)
  • so the entire cosmetics section would be under my vision and i would set it and everything
  • however it would make me sad that i wouldn’t be able to work with the softlines girls or the operators, and i love them so much and i won’t have my awesome team lead :-(  [however this is a rumor so i’m not gonna get sad about any of it] [YET]
  • i remember at my last job i was promoted within three months of me being there since i worked so hard and my co-workers didn’t like me because of that since they had been there longer but they were such slackers.
  • anyways
  • that’s it

some things

  • kinda tipsy
  • whatever
  • i’m sad
  • uh
  • johnny offered me one of his nintendo ds(es) (he has three) to borrow so i can play pokemon with him and everyone and it got me so so so excited (he was kinda like, “hey sarah, if i let you borrow one of my dses will you play pokemon with us?” (he’s been teaching me to play) and i said maybe and he said he’d bring it monday :-) )
  • they’re so cool and wonderful and i’m so glad i met them and we’re friends and i want to go to get tony’s pizza again
  • it’s officially been a week since i visited erick and we saw lily allen together and i want it all back now :-(
  • i just hate this place i’m at right now where i feel so stuck and sad and lonely all the time
  • we’re going to move again by the end of the year.
  • we’re going to move again by the end of the year.
  • we’re going to move again by the end of the year.
  • and my heart is going to break again seeing my dad’s condition get worse (he has stage 2 parkinson’s disease) under all the stress and i’m trying to give all that i can and i want to give more and i am going to pick up as many hours as i can so relieve him of some of that
  • i decided i’m going to sell a whole bunch of clothes in very good condition to storenvy, (i’m switching from depop)
  • originally i was going to put that money to my trip to japan probably next summer, but instead it’s going to help my dad with bills and our next home
  • i’m done sorry sorry
  • that is all

SOME BEAUTIFUL THINGS

  • yo
  • i saw lily allen on friday night and it was MAGNIFICENT
  • i went with that cutie pie erick
  • i took the metrolink and subway for over almost two hours to get to west hollywood and i was waiting at the venue at 1:40
  • the doors opened at 8 (i was the fifth person in line)
  • I HAVE BEEN WAITING TO SEE HER SINCE I WAS 13 AND THERE WAS NO WAY I WAS GOING TO ACCEPT SEEING HER IN CONCERT WITHOUT BEING FIRST ROW
  • which i was of course
  • and I GOT THE SET LIST (i got the first one bc i asked for it and i saw a gang of people vying for the second one and no one fought me for mine) (i was also crying so maybe that’s why)
  • i cried my eyes out when she played THE FEAR i am getting teary eyed thinking about it because that song meant so much to me when it came out knowing why she wrote it and the story behind it and how much i related to her story/the song and still do
  • i don’t know, i really could go on about why it means so much  but i’ll just leave it at that (oooh maybe a story for madison!!!)
  • i know she’s gotten a lot of shit recently but her first two albums were my everything and shy baby self-conscious middle school me would be so thrilled to know that eight years later she’d be seeing the artist who helped her evolve into letting go of her insecurities and all that good fun junk
  • anyways
  • i love my best friend erick somuch so much so much
  • we had a short sleepover at his apartment at ucla and he gave me his gifts for me that he got me from england and hong kong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • i have missed that cutie pie so much
  • goodbye

I have loved you since “Smile.” “The Fear” changed my life. I am so happy you’re back. It’s been “Hard Out Here” for a bitch without you. Thank you Sheezus for last night. & Thank you Erick, we’ve been waiting for 8 years. 💖🍼👼😁 (at The Hollywood Palladium)

some very important things

  • I just CRIED my EYES out into an OCEAN
  • idk why but i wanted to watch the two-part finale of the first season of sailor moon again and yeah WHY WOULD I DO THAT
  • NOT A GOOD IDEA
  • I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH IT PHYSICALLY PAINS ME
  • this morning i woke up with the lullaby /music box version of moonlight densetsu in my head (really it was super random and i hummed it all throughout work today) so i wanted to watch those episodes
  • anyways
  • tomorrow i am seeing my best friend and i am so fricking happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • i have missed him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • and tomorrow we are seeing lily allen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • we would sing songs from her alright still debut album to each other throughout eighth grade when we met
  • this concert has been eight years in the making for us
  • i am so happy and content with life
  • goodbye

some things

  • i have 47,000 posts WOW
  • remember when the first three years or so having this blog i would only post ~original~ content like my fashion illustrations and the songs i would write and the photos i would take from my dslr and blog about them
  • now all i do is reblog and writing anything about myself feels strange sometimes and then i shriveled up and don’t share the things i create anymore sigh
  • so i finally started neon genesis evangelion tonight
  • i’m episode two right now and i am pretty excited
  • who here reads the attack on titan manga??? because chapter 62 DID WE NOT CALL THAT
  • everything after the erwin thing was bliss i am so over the revolution chitter chat and all that noise i mean i LOVE IT but i just need more squad levi
  • THE ENTIRE EREN/GRISHA/FRIDA THING WOW
  • i missed school today by sleeping which means i am gonna get a B+ in my english class ruled by a farty toot of an english professor (I AM AT AN 89% AND HE REFUSED TO GIVE ME THE A-) (HAVE I MENTIONED THAT HIS BIG CRITIQUE FOR ME IS THAT I SOUND TOO ACADEMIC IN MY PAPERS?? I LITERALLY DUUNO HOW TO DUMB MYSELF DOWN)
  • oh last night was the clippers v golden state warriors game that i bought christopher tickets to and it was FUN
  • god i am so fucking in love with him
  • THEN THIS FRIDAY IS MY LILY ALLEN CONCERT WITH ERICK THIS HAS BEEN EIGHT YEARS IN THE MAkING AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR
  • good good good everything is good
  • goodbye

Surprised my love with tickets to the LA Clippers v. Golden State Warriors game last night. Surprised him again when the team I was rooting for beat his. ☺️

well at least i can try to pretend i am as cute as rihanna thanks forever 21 

some things

  • i realized i bought the cutest swimsuit this summer but have yet to wear it because i have not gone to the beach SIGH
  • it’s going to be 100 degrees in california until fucking christmas
  • ok this morning i went to frank & sons with johnny and it was really cool i liked it
  • then we went to his favorite pizza place
  • he ordered a deep dish pepperoni and it was MAGNIFICENT
  • i forgot to order my sailor saturn costume and it says it will come by the 30th so i don’t know what to do but i read reviews that said their orders arrived faster than it was reported to arrive
  • I AM SO CONFLICTED
  • act 7 of sailor moon crystal was okay
  • i’m glad act 8 is going to be about minako
  • sailor moon crystal mamoru is so dreamy to me??
  • i miss chris already i hope i do see him today i don’t know
  • i have to finish three papers today
  • bye

some things

  • oh my god today i cried from laughter and i haven’t done that in weeks
  • johnny is gonna take me to frank and sons this weekend and to his favorite pizza place!!! it’s nice having rad plans on days off that happen to be a weekend
  • christian played a Kyray pamyu pamyu song today and everyone groaned bc apparently he used to  be obsessed with pon pon pon and played it non-stop and i was like dayum i wish i was your friends at that point?
  • i don’t really enjoy any of my classes this term compared to my last two when i would look forward all weekend to get back to class, but they replaced that so yay
  • god i have an essay to revise and two essays to write this weekend frick
  • today the coolest dude complimented my survey corps backpack and again i was so bummed we were both in a rush because i would have loved to have a conversation with him SINCE HE WAS SO EXCITED ABOUT IT
  • i’m gonna by that cute as fuck sailor moon transformation broach purse from that storenvy shop
  • GOD I FORGOT I HAVE TO BUY MY SAILOR SATURN COSPLAY WAH
  • yeah that’s it
  • i’m tired
  • i might go to bed soon
  • maybe