#documentation

some things

  • literally nothing is important to me right now as this message is
  • ERICK IS GONNA START KILL LA KILL TONIGHT
  • KILL LA KILL
  • (also i just got off facetime with him and i miss and love him so much and talking to him makes me so so so happy / he is one of the biggest comforts of my life and i am so thankful for him)
  • (he got me into attack on titan so i told him i’m returning the favor by getting him into kill la kill)
  • (we were also talking about his awesome trip to hong kong that lil bby jet setter)
  • that is all

I WOKE UP AT THE RIGHT TIME
THE OVA TRAILER TO A CHOICE WITH NO REGRETS IS RELEASED
THIS IS THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF THE PAST WEEK

some things

  • i have to work on the final draft of my spree killings essay and do more research for it
  • it’s wild that i’m doing this research and the chardon high school shooter who murdered three young men (daniel parmertor and demetrius hewlin were both 16 and russell king jr was 17) and injured three others in 2012 escaped prison earlier today (he is back in custody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  • the other night i kept waking up from having nightmares of spree killings and IT WAS FUCKING SCARY so i hope it doesn’t occur again tonight
  • today i took 86 selfies and kept 5 (WHICH IS G8 FOR ME)
  • i  am craving a generic ass breakfast with over medium eggs, sausage, and pancakes
  • 29 DAYS UNTIL SHEEZUS
  • i bought good clothes today
  • what the FRICK is occurring in snk anymore / i mean everything that the last five chapters was building up MAKES SENSE now
  • I JUST MISS YMIR AND EREN AND THE TITAN TRIO
  • is kill la kill really over / i swore season two was confirmed
  • i’m gonna move my depop store to storenvy blahhh
  • sorry bye

I have to be awake for school in four hours and I keep waking up from having continuous nightmares of school shootings, and of one occurring at my school. (I don’t think I shared but two weeks ago there was a bomb threat on campus where the school was on lockdown for three or four hours and SWAT came, only to discover it was a hoax call.) Obviously this is on my mind due to the paper I’m writing but I cannot stop being scared. There is something malicious about the society I live in where a spree shooting can happen at anytime and anywhere. I’m just scared and sad and wish I didn’t have to fear going into my school library or anywhere public with this overwhelming fear this could happen.

some things

  • do you guys ever have to write papers that have arguments that are so painstakingly obvious to you
  • however i am in an english class with misogynists and members of the nra (not joking) so i have to trump this grossness
  • last week our topic was arguing whether or not women should be allowed in combat
  • and next week our topic is about  the rise of american spree killings
  • we have a huge discussion the day our rough drafts are due and eight people have to read their essays out loud and oh my god
  • you can only imagine the beautiful zingers i heard about women in combat (the arguments weren’t even like “women are weak,” literally all of them were arguing that women would find compassion to an enemy soldier and ditch her duties and put her team in danger??? the person who was arguing that a female soldier who was captured and raped was more concerned about her carrying a baby of the enemy WHO DOES NOT INHERIT IDEAS rather than being raped??? a dude “historically” stated the BIBLE and “asian culture” (really he said “according to asian culture”)???? and of course women need to stay at home in the kitchen as that man protects her literally i am not kidding people wrote these in their COLLEGE PAPERs)
  • right now i’m working on the spree killings essay obviously advocating for gun control and WHY IS THIS NOT ALREADY A THING
  • i feel like it’s SO OBVIOUS
  • ARGHH
  • and tomorrow i get to get three hours peer editing three papers and listening to eight people read their papers out loud
  • okay sorry thank you bye

radiyum:

I AM SO FRICKIN TIRED AND I HAVE TO BE UP FOR SCHOOL AT SIX AM AND I CANT SLEEP BC I KEEP THINKING ABOUT MY (90% POSSIBLE) TRIP TO JAPAN AND I KEEP CALCULATING HOW MUCH MONEY I NEED TO SAVE AFTER I BUY MY PLANE TICKET SO OF COURSE I AM HAVING A CRISIS AND I WISH SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN WAS STILL ABOUT KILLING TITANS AND I THINK I AM GONNA TAKE ANOTHER NAP AT SCHOOL DURING MY FOUR HOUR BREAK AND I MISS CHRISTOPHER BYE FRIENDS

One direction released the cutest new single and I wanna go back to bed listening to it

I AM SO FRICKIN TIRED AND I HAVE TO BE UP FOR SCHOOL AT SIX AM AND I CANT SLEEP BC I KEEP THINKING ABOUT MY (90% POSSIBLE) TRIP TO JAPAN AND I KEEP CALCULATING HOW MUCH MONEY I NEED TO SAVE AFTER I BUY MY PLANE TICKET SO OF COURSE I AM HAVING A CRISIS AND I WISH SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN WAS STILL ABOUT KILLING TITANS AND I THINK I AM GONNA TAKE ANOTHER NAP AT SCHOOL DURING MY FOUR HOUR BREAK AND I MISS CHRISTOPHER BYE FRIENDS

some things

  • i’m feel lonely tonight
  • i’m gonna watch the kill la kill ova again
  • maybe i should sketch or read better
  • i don’t know
  • bye

My life is about conventions and anime ovas

some things

  • Japan 2015 is ON right now and i get emotional every time i think of it
  • We’re planning on going late March/early April (Ruby likes Japan better in spring since summer is stupidly hot)
  • which means i have to buy my PASSPORT and get my savings together (i s2g i need to be there for two weeks at least)
  • the kill la kill ova released today and i keep seeing screenshots and i am so excited to see my loves again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • (by the way i’m tagging the ova “kill la kill spoilers” just in case you’d rather wait for the sub and blacklist it) (i’m too anxious right now)
  • my english professor requires everyone to sign up to read one of our four essays out loud to the class in it’s rough draft form and i chose essay three not knowing the topic
  • today he mentioned essay three will be about whether or not we should censor porn and i am so MAD HAHAH crap
  • eh i’m boring sorry
  • bye

tagged by nokouhai ! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧(thank you!!!)

replace with your own answers and then tag 10 people

  • Name: sarah
  • Nickname: baby blues (since childhood), sarah lee cakes, sleezy, radiyum, uh….
  • Birthday: january 29th
  • Gender: female
  • Sexuality: i have known for a very long time that i am not fully straight bye 
  • Height: god i have no idea, why is this question always asked (i should know this though)
  • Time zone: pacific!
  • What time and date is it there: 11:46PM on saturday aug 30th
  • Average hours of sleep I get a night: 5-7 (on a good night i get 10) (oops)
  • Last thing I googled was: comikaze tickets (i needed to check if they were still 25$ for one day or if they were raised)
  • Most used phrase(s): groovy
  • First word that comes to mind: “USAKOOOOOO” - mamo-chan
  • What I last said to a family member: "see you tomorrow"
  • One place that makes me happy and why: culver city arts district / because it consistently showcases the best new contemporary artists
  • How many blankets I sleep under: 1
  • Favorite beverage(s): it’s currently asahi beer
  • Last movie I watched in the cinema: uh i think it was the amazing spiderman 2 
  • Three things I can’t live without: art, education, donuts
  • A piece of advice to all my followers: i used to be full of advice but i’m all dried out. don’t ever be ashamed of your emotions, the way you survive your vulnerabilities makes you invincible. find something you’re passionate about that makes you love your day a little more. sometimes good things fall apart for better things to fall together. watch the shows i watch, i promise they get good.
  • You all have to listen to this song: i can’t think of one but right now i’m listening to this song called “i want to know” from the kill la kill soundtrack and it kills me every single time man (apparently the singer is named benjamin anderson)

tagging: christophvalse / merryandtragical (i still have to do the awesome one you tagged me in!) / ghostdances / honeyhydrangea / someofthispurrrrrr / videogaymer / sunnywallflower / zipcat / electricerick / mitranicole

radiyum:

I added more items to my Depop! (◐ u ◐)☆

I’m selling never worn or worn once items right now, all are in amazing condition and have no flaws. If you like anything from these screenshots, message me and we can chat about the item, size, and price! (●◡●) ❁ (And lower priced bundles if you’re interested in more than one!) Thank you 💖

CURRENTLY HAVING 20% OFF EVERYTHING!!!! ENDS AUGUST 31ST AT MIDNIGHT!!!! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

some things

  • i should watch legend of korra, get back to zankyou no terror or orange is the new black, or find another show
  • but really i just want to watch sailor moon s (third season) SUPER BAD
  • eh it’s like forty episodes or something no big deal
  • uh uh uh
  • KILL LA KILL OVA COMES OUT NEXT WEEK (sept 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  • and JUPITER IS INTRODUCED IN THE NEW EPISODE OF SAILOR MOON CRYSTAL!!!!!!!!!
  • hells yeah man
  • christopher took good care of me yesterday (▰˘◡˘▰)
  • i miss him already
  • HEY I HAVE A SATURDAY OFF WOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
  • that is all

I HAVE AN HOUR AND A HALF TO FINISH UP THE FIRST DRAFT OF AN ESSAY BEFORE I GO IN TO CLOSE AT WORK TONIGHT AND I AM SO UNINSPIRED AND DISTRACTED ◉⌓◉❀
i do have an open five hour block to work on it at school tomorrow but I don’t want to go to the library ughuhughuhh woes of having an awesome desktop computer and not a portable laptop ughug

Committed to cravings with my dad. 💥